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Rags to Rigs
I Am Is and Was ™ Album One - Track 1 By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ Namaste. 👋 Every empire has a first brick. This song is mine. Rags to Rigs didn’t begin as a song. It began as a decision. Made in a homeless shelter in Calgary, Alberta, by a man who had spent the better part of his life watching everything he built collapse under the weight of addiction, illness, and the kind of pain that doesn’t announce itself — it just slowly takes everything until there is
Chris Barembruch
Apr 244 min read


Hypnotic (2023)
Movie Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Watch Hypnotic on Amazon Prime Video - Or Own it Here Namaste. 👋 Let me tell you something that happened to me yesterday. I sat down to watch a movie — a thriller, a Ben Affleck action film — and somewhere in the first twenty minutes I realized I wasn't just watching a story unfold on a screen. I was watching the First Hermetic Law in motion. The All is Mind. The Un
Chris Barembruch
Apr 124 min read


The "Ultimate" Trilogy
A Movie Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. I want to tell you about a man named Dave. I was young and angry when I knew him. The kind of angry that comes from watching the world seem easy for everyone else while you are working twice as hard just to keep up. Dave was one of those people the world seemed to work for effortlessly. The kind of man who would mention casually that a van might be useful — and a wee
Chris Barembruch
Apr 96 min read


Wicked & Wicked: For Good — 2024 / 2025
A Movie Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Own or Rent Wicked and Wicked for Good on Amazon - Here You think you know this story. You have known it your whole life. The yellow brick road. The ruby slippers. The green witch in the castle. The good witch in the bubble. Dorothy. Toto. The curtain pulled back on the little man calling himself great. You know the story. Except you don't. You know the version that
Chris Barembruch
Apr 94 min read


The Beekeeper — 2024
A Movie Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. You can Own Or Rent The Beekeeper - Here Namaste. 👋 Some movies try to be more than they are. The Beekeeper does not. It knows exactly what it is. It leans into it with both fists. And somehow — in that complete absence of pretension — it becomes something genuinely satisfying. Here is the setup. Adam Clay is a beekeeper. A quiet man. A man who tends his hives, mind
Chris Barembruch
Apr 93 min read


Mercy — 2026
A Movie Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Own or Rent Mercy - Here Namaste. 👋 What would happen if the system you built to protect people — turned on you? That is the question sitting at the heart of Mercy. And it is not a comfortable one. In a near future Los Angeles where crime has outrun the capacity of human courts to contain it, a new solution has been deployed. The Mercy Court. An AI judge — cold, pre
Chris Barembruch
Apr 93 min read


Avatar: The Last Airbender — The Complete Animated Series
TV Show Review By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 What It Is is a three-season animated series that originally aired on Nickelodeon between 2005 and 2008. Created by Michael DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko, the show spans 61 episodes across three books — Water, Earth, and Fire — following a young boy named Aang and his friends as they race to save a world on the brink of total domination by the ruthless
Chris Barembruch
Apr 55 min read


The Avatar James Cameron (2009 — 2025)
Movie Reviews By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 James Cameron spent sixteen years building this trilogy (and he is not done yet.) Every frame of it shows. The Avatar franchise is one of the most visually ambitious and spiritually rich stories ever committed to film. Three movies. One complete arc. A world so fully realized that you will find yourself thinking about Pandora long after the screen goes da
Chris Barembruch
Apr 25 min read


Supernatural
Supernatural (2005 — 2020) — The Complete Series TV Show Reviews By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate, I earn from qualifying purchases. Get the Entire Box Set, all 15 Seasons on Amazon - Here Namaste. 👋 I watched so much of this show that I started dreaming it. Fifteen seasons. Three hundred and twenty seven episodes. And somewhere deep in the binge my sleeping mind decided the Winchester brothers were real enough to visit. To this day there is a
Chris Barembruch
Apr 18 min read


Charmed (2018)
The Reboot That Earned Its Place TV Show Reviews By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 Let me be honest with you before I say another word. The original Charmed is my all time favorite show ever made. Full stop. No competition. No close second. So when they announced a reboot in 2018 I had feelings about it. Big ones. The kind of feelings that come with twenty years of loving something deeply enough that
Chris Barembruch
Apr 15 min read


Charmed (1998–2006)
TV Show Reviews By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. View Trailers - Here Namaste . 👋 My favorite show of all time. I want to be clear about what that means before I say anything else. Not my favorite show of a particular season or a particular decade. Of all time . Across every screen I have ever sat in front of, every story I have ever let into my life, every world I have ever been invited to disappear into for an
Chris Barembruch
Apr 15 min read


THE SECRET
By Rhonda Byrne A BOOK REVIEW Reviewed by C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste . 👋 I want to tell you something that stopped me cold the first time I noticed it. I had already written the Ten Hermetic Laws . All of them. From a homeless shelter in Calgary, from lived experience, from 80 days sober and everything I had survived to get to that keyboard. I had already written about the Law of Mentalism — that e
Chris Barembruch
Mar 238 min read


The Dark Jewels Trilogy
A Book Review By The Man Who Finally Found His Dark Jewels By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 I want to tell you about the love story I spent my entire life looking for. Not a romance. Not the particular hunger for another person that I spent decades searching for in rooms and relationships and the specific kind of connection that arrives and departs and leaves you emptier than the emptiness you were tr
Chris Barembruch
Mar 2210 min read


The Anansi Boys
A Book Review By Someone Who Was Already Caught In The Web By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 I want to tell you about a dedication. Not the book yet. The dedication . Because the dedication is where this story actually begins — and if you have ever picked up a book at exactly the right moment in exactly the right three days of emptiness and felt the whole weight of it settle into your chest before you
Chris Barembruch
Mar 228 min read


Let Them. And Then Let ME.
A Point of View on The Let Them Theory by Mel Robbins By C.J. Barembruch | I Am Is and Was ™ As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. Namaste. 👋 I want to tell you about the box I was hiding in. Not a metaphor. A real box. A single social media platform — X — where I had been quietly building something real in the one place I was reasonably certain the people from my past would never find me. Not because what I was building was not worth finding. Because...
Chris Barembruch
Mar 177 min read
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